Uncertain Beginnings

...where to start, where to start?  The only reason i started this was because i need a place to rage, brainstorm, compose, organize, and generally vent the constant stream of internal conflict and conversation that seems to always be swirling around in my brain; that being said I'm torn as to whether or not to make this a private blog or a public one.  On the one hand these are my own musings and that in and of itself should probably be enough to make the decision for me but by the same token i have people in my life that i enjoy discussing/arguing/provoking and this may be a good way to do that.  Oh well, until it becomes a problem public it will be since that is the default setting and my need to give a shit whether or not I offend anyone is easily trumped by unwillingness to find and change the setting.  See look its helping already.